What About Love?

1. AFFECTION
2. CONNECTION
3. UNDERSTANDING
4. ACCEPTANCE

The four things I want to have in a relationship. I'm single, yes. I don't have special someone right now, yes. I'm not dating either. So how am I suppose to have a person who I can call mine or be with me because of love? That's a very hard question for me. I have suitors, yes. But I'm not really into them. I don't find them having them in my life except to be just friends. I'm not picky if you say so. They're just not the person I'm looking for. And maybe I have a theory for that. I really made up my mind that I'm not having a boyfriend now, because I'm a graduating Civil Engineering Student, family, it's not that they don't allow me but I feel I shouldn't have, friends, economy, life, expenses. And they relation to me is that, he's shy to be in front of me when I'm keeping myself and heart from loving someone. He's thinking that, he's going to bother me if he interfere. Silly, right? But, I don't know what to do. I want to be with someone right now, but when I'm thinking my reasons, it just vanished. I really am happy right now, because of my family and friends. They're keeping me going to the right track. It's just that, it's an extraordinary feeling to be with someone you love.



Back to the four words above, have you have this series of steps with someone you love right now? If not, I'm not saying you're not inlove with him or her, but it's a real thing to experience. It's like you've found the missing piece in your life. It's like you've completed your soul and ready to encounter life with him or her. I felt about it between Seth and Georina in Succubus Book Series of Richelle Mead. It's a fiction novel, but she made it perfectly well. I love the way the two characters move to each other. But ofcourse, there are downside to this story because Georgina can't be with Seth forever. Georgina is immortal and Seth is mortal. It made me sad that they broke up from the third book. It's like it broke my heart too to see them not together. Although, they have different worlds, different paths stepping on Richelle Mead never leave it like that. How powerful she describe the love of Seth and Georgina, the conviction, the undying deliverance of love to each other. It's amazing, it's equisite. It's extraordinary. In the end, they're going to be together and I will find out soon how.

I'm not saying I want to have that kind of love, it's a different story for me. In my world, in our world, we don't have immortals, as I believe of, that can tear two lovers.


Affection, connection, understanding and acceptance should be in a relationship. I shouldn't left behind. It's important to our living.



And always bear in mind that love doesn't always come in convenient packages.




lovelots!
eerised458

Songbird by Barbara Streisand


Songbird sings from the heart
Each word can tear you apart
I sing - you sing along
You find your life in my song
When you need the strength to carry on
You've got me to turn to
With the songs that i sing
And the magic they bring
They've helped you be strong now
The song sets you free
But who sings to me
I'm all alone now
Who sings for songbird
Sometimes
When i'm all alone
I sing my saddest song
Lonely, and no one can see
This time the song is for me
I can touch your secret place inside
And still you don't know me
With the songs that i sing
And the magic they bring
You've learned to be strong now
The song sets you free
But who sings to me
I'm all alone now
Where is my songbird
Who sings his song for me




have you ever wonder when all of a sudden you found out that a while ago you don't have any description of a dream guy and now you have. It's a wonderful feeling that you're not here in the world to be with someone but to know that this exception makes you believe that he really loves you. It's not much of a reason, if you ask. It's simple but hard to find. Hard to consider but a happy feeling if you can have this kind of person.

You don't need to ask me, you'll find out when you read the song or sing it if you want.



Love always have reasons you can't explain in words.



lovelots!
eerised458